Chapter 7.1

Alright Alright....

i have not been maintaining my blog...
was really busy for the past 2 months..
have lot of camps...
be it unit camp, npcc camp or outside camp
hmm..after all, i hope my knowledge can be pass to everyone...

course have ended...
hmm...lot and lot of feeling...
feeling was kind of mixed...
haa!
dunno how to explain...

area atc has ended too..
was quite disappointed with my overall performance...
be it my own preformance or as a whole..
i fail to do what i can...
i'm totally disgusted by my action...
i'm totally disgusted by my own area ppl...
they sucked like hell...
example: you have something and you are doing your duty..
well...
i believe the sentence i juz made was quite general...
so wat you are senior to mi!
you did not gain any of my respect...
PUKE!

i love working in CII committee...
is a place where i know i can truly grow...
is a place i can learn as much as i can in there...
is a place i know my passion is still burning when i'm there...
is a place i met a group a ppl who truly work for np becoz of passion and not becoz of wanted to get benefit in the end...
is a place i meet people sharing the same interest...


well...not everyone get to know this feeling..
so i really treasured it, although there were lot of stepback in between..
but i manage to overcome it...
=)